Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Dear Diary X ⚜ bestfriend??

it's been a l0ng time i didn't do updating t0 my bl0g..n0t busy exactly.,just lazy.,n0thing to write on..instead of p0sting shit and writing crap.,i'd rather left this unp0sting awhile until the mo0d and idea embraced..hehe..

t0day i'm g0ing to write ab0ut "friendship"..i kn0w.,there's n0thing strange ab0ut this w0rd/term..everyb0dy has this kind of m0rtal bonds especially f0r girls..and especially me..huhh?? n0w.,i sh0uld explain this..

few m0nths ago i made up this s0-called "friendship" with this girl..and after a few m0nths,seems like "what the hell was i thinking? me sticking with her?? ohhn0o"..haha..this is the stupid me..

i sh0uld realize by the beginning..i never had an imm0rtal,never ending friendship..since i was scho0l,i m0ved in and out a l0t..i have different friends every year..and that sh0uld explain why it is s0 hard for me to stick with a girl called "bestfriend" for m0re than 3/4 m0nths..

i d0n't call myself a devil..since i was school,i friend with b0ys a lot..n0t for being cheeky or s0mething..but i l0ve punk,metal,goth..etc etc that what made me being s0 comf0rtable hanging out with b0ys rather than girls..

otherwise.,i kn0w better ab0ut myself,that i'm not go0d in friendship..i l0ve to sit al0ne alm0st all the time..s0metimes its hard to please pe0ple.,and its hard t0 please my 0wn self as well..n0 wonder "friendship" d0n't work for me everytime..

but t0 few pe0ple..i'm sincere in making friend with..i d0n't make fun with them if they d0n't do the same..and whenever go0d or bad friend y0u are,whether i like y0u or n0t..i'll always be here treating y0u whether in sincere or hyp0crite..c0s i d0n't want my life t0 be infected by "friendship" or whatever i need t0 call it with..

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