Love Chapter II

9 April 2011

as usual and a must things that take place in saturday is my b's present..hehe..that means it supp0sed to be an0ther chapter of a beautiful day that i had in life.,and it d0es..walaupun masing2 tengah kering xda duit na g jalan.,he still find things f0r us to enj0y being t0gether..like the place where we spent after 2days we're friend..tempat dimana i temankan die g r0nda..that time was lepas hujan.,but still i can see the g0rgeous fullmo0n..of c0s it was a beautiful night..and the m0st beautiful is i was with my b..=)

and like 0nce and always,g main game..hehe..of c0s,each of us will never b0red by each childish s0ul yg always na have fun..i jumpe satu c0nsole game yg exciting..haha..tp xdapat na tngkap ambar c0s excited sangat..b lax pergi bertempur ngan his s0-called kereta kebal..hahaha..sangat best..unf0rtunately die kalah..nasib i x dijadikan tebusan..haha..

10 April 2011
an0ther beautiful days been added..walaupun kami baru lepas gaduh.,he came ajak men game lagi..haha..what a silly l0ve..n0t to menti0n,we're having the kinda same r0utine..but we l0ve anything we d0 when we're t0gether..huhu..mulalah aku na jiwaang2 neh..yang penting this week kami ENJOy..main game..but to0 bad c0nsole yg main dancing2 tu da xda..really want to learn that stuffz..hrmm..actually kalau sape yg xtaw b0th of us like gaming..x kira ape jenis pun..dulu mule2 kenal i was obsess ngan l0ve & berry.,yang main dress-up2 tu..b pernah na blanje main tu..maklum la,idea na amek ati plus na ng0rat kan..but then he taught play this c0nsole yang main carik beza kat gambar..haha..well,die sendiri pun x kisah main fashi0n show ke,co0king academy ke,y'knw girl's game,as l0ng we spend times t0gether..=)

and maybe next week na carik idea lain f0r our c0ming meet up lax..hehe..

Dear Diary III

as y0u kn0w..i LOVE metal hell much..but i can't deny..i am already a LADY..trying to be a perfect lady..deep d0wn inside..ad0re to be pretty and lo0k beautiful in any way..but s0mehow i'll never try to catch up what i think i can't reach..i just can appreciate that i'd been blessed with this b0dy and face s0 i don't need t0 waste m0ney on surgery..just need s0me cashes f0r pretty dress and make-ups..i l0ve my b for accepting and supp0rting..that he'll be always smiling up0n anything ab0ut me..i had never been awkward when he's ar0und..even s0metimes i'm w0rrying ab0ut my to0-simple-shirt..haha..
but..t0 have s0me scandals w0uld be fun..its n0t ab0ut i d0n't love my b..its just i'm to0 young to have fun..with m0ney and expensive go0dies..or at least,a little pleasure up0n pressure.."s0 darling,d0n't forget my tiffany bracelet k.."
MONEY.,its fun when we have th0se..but h0nestly,since i'd been playing and pleasuring it ar0und.,i d0n't think it can give me an eternity happiness..LOVE is still everything in this w0rld..c0s in the end..i'll end up missing my b,mxg him,or call him.,instead of staring at my expensive anna sui wallet..f0r sure..
but hey.,i didn't say m0ney is NOT imp0rtant..each pe0ple had different view ab0ut that..experience can teach pe0ple h0w to define it..
but my experience taught me that when y0u're keep chasing m0ney,it will never seem en0ugh.,its like the reas0n is to feed y0ur l0ve one's.,but instead..y0u just giving em m0ney.,n0t en0ugh l0ve..
t0 have my b n0w.,it teaches me t0 appreciate what i have..t0 be pretty the way i am,lesser my demand and l0ve anything that i see.,even s0metimes it hurts to see like my t0rny lace skirt..haha..
n0w enough.,think i'd been babbled t0o much..its time t0 meet my b in bed..tata..=)

Dear Diary II : bilik ke kedai neyh??

neh b0xes part..
blk ku mmg bnyk b0x sbnrnye..
kn0n na humban sume dlm k0tak,nmpk kmas cket..
tp lpas tuh sh0pping lg,da xde k0tak na humban.,brsepah blk..
haha..
mmg aku ske mmbazir..
tp klu na taw.,aku sh0pping time sdih.,time gaduh ngn b..
at least.,time sh0pping.,i'm t0tally out of the pressure..
its true.,i tell y0u..
but ksudahannye.,
tngk la bnyk mne aku sh0pping.,bnyk tuh la ksedihan yg telah aku tebus..
semak weyh..haha..

neh part kat garment..
mne almari baju?
haha.,aku x kaye na beli almari..
umah da cam umah bangla..
men sangkut2 je..
untung my ma belikn pnyidai baju tuh..
klu x sangkut kat tingkap je.,wut langsir..
my ma de kate na belikn wardr0be satu..
leh humbankan sume tu je..
syg la.,aku lbh ske display2 camtu.,cam display kat kedai2..haha..

part of my bedside
messy..
bnyk kali da kemas.,susun balik..
tp cmtuh gak..
d'uhh..

s0 kesudahannye..
i need to hire a very very pr0fessi0nal consultant..
cmne blk aku leh jd kmas dan cntik dipandang..
in the same time.,i'm n0t thr0wing all my fave t0kens..
any idea??
hurmm..

Xxhweet xhtuffxX : make-ups??

harrr?? hellyeah..i didn't kn0w since when i'm 0bsessing to make-ups stuffs..it's n0t like i like th0se shits to be put on my face..hurmm,s0metimes,yaa..just t0 have that different lo0k..haha..i'm n0t go0d in that makeover stuff..just pretend like i'm "drawing" my 0wn face.,c0loring my own cheeks and lips..
but t0 be honest.,i ad0re the cute casing or g0rgeous col0rs m0re than the feelings to apply th0se palletes on my face..
hurmm.,i d0n't mind spending m0re money on maj0lica maj0rca's mascara with0ut kn0wing that it can v0lume my eyelashes..haha..
but still.,i wish i can buy s0me stuffs fr0m Anna Sui,which really i crazied of these days..
f0rget Angelic Pretty and Baby,The Stars Shine Bright f0r awhile...
it turns 0ut that i'm lo0king f0r bargaining the Etude House,maybe cute stuffs fr0m Bloop..
wee~

Dear Diary I

these fucking days an0ther man came to my life..0ooppxx issue panas neh..d0n't misundersto0d..i'm n0t replacing my b..my b is m0re than anything.,n0 matter if i f0und other pers0n that better than him,my feelings t0ward him is m0re greater than pe0ple might th0ught..yeaa memang aku suke marah2 b..kadang2 kasihan aku dengan dia,tapi kadang2 rasa,padan muka dia..but after having s0me affairs,i myself understand my 0wn feeling..aku selalu marah my b sebab aku sayang dia,i care b0ut him,and i want him to0 much..never want to waste even a sec0nd by l0sing his sight..of c0urse,he's n0t perfect..he said that many times when we g0t fight..but i wish at least he c0uld understand that i need him very much..i d0n't mind if my darling x call,n0 texts,busy kerja..of c0urse i miss him to0..but my feelings t0ward my darling can't beat h0w i feel to my b..aku x kesah darling x text aku 2 3 ari pun,ye,die pun de k0mitmen,de gf..tapi b?? u had the 0nly me..WAJIB text wherever y0u are,whatever y0u do..cakap lah pe k0rang na cakap,aku kuat kongk0ng ke..but i wish my b kn0w better..0nce he purp0se me l0ng time ag0,he sh0uld understand the risk that he takes..i give him all s0 he have t0 accept the all of me to0..

x kisah la ape pun.,yang penting aku sayang b..I SWEAR..
but darling.,t0 be h0nest,i miss t0 "me0w2" ngan y0u..just.,i'm n0t crative en0ugh to make it fun..=)

yeaaa.,da panjang neh x perasan ke aku letak gambar sketch aku kat atas tuh? actually i draw it f0r myself on my last birthday..rindu lax kat Armed..yang sepatutnya my eternity bestfriend,the imm0rtal vampire girls..she sketched f0r me f0r my birthday 0nce..but yaa..as she said "things changed"..s0 life has t0 move on right..

till then TTYL..

Xxhweet xhtuffxX : my treaxure b0x

isn't this fucking cute??
teringin na ade 0wang hadiahkn music b0x cmneh..
but finally i beli sndri jew..bhahaha..
janji dpt l0r..
XD

Xxhweet xhtuffxX : saya sayunk p0lka d0tz

suddenly i fall in l0ve with POLKA DOTS..
ohhoh0hooho..
actually i did LIKE polka d0ts in back few times in life..
but never realize it until.,i did ad0re this fucking pattern!!
hehe..
asalkan ade pink hitam.,it might be GORGEOUS..
s0.,mari kte sme2 mnyintai p0lka d0ts..hikhik..
cawaiiii..